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After my last session (on Tuesday), T told me to call when I got outside because I left the session pretty out of it. He ended up calling me because I was busy snapping photographs of a Palestinian protest.
ANYWAY. When we talked at that point, he told me I could call him and he would look to hear from me later in the week.
I ended up calling Wednesday around 2pm. First I tried his cell phone, but he didn't pick up. I'm allowed to try his cell phone to see if I can talk to him right away, but if he doesn't pick up, I'm supposed to leave a message on his machine at the agency. So I did that.
He didn't call me back on Wednesday. He told me he wouldn't be in the office, but he normally checks his messages even when he's not in the office. I figured... well it's the day of New Year's Eve, maybe he's partying or something, lol.
He didn't call back yesterday, so I figured... well it's New Year's Day, so maybe he's partying, haha.
OK, so today is Friday and that means it is officially "later in the week," which are the words T used when he said he expected to hear from me.
Now I'm getting a little edgy. At this point, I sort of forgot why I even want to talk to him, but I would like to talk to him. I feel like I say the same thing every time. Who cares? I would just like to hear his voice.
I know what will happen: I'm at work today, and the show-rate on the day after a holiday is never good. This means that I am spending a large portion of the day not in session, and just at my desk doing paperwork. Just my luck T wil call back when I am in session. I will obviously have my phone on silent, and would never answer my phone during a session anyway. BLAHHHHHHHH. I'm having a lot of that crappy, dissociative-type anxiety today where nothing looks right; nothing seems to be in focus.
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