I know that I should feel proud that I made it through the lawyer appointment, but for some un___ly reason I don't. I think I'm doing the right thing by pressing charges, I just don't know more. I don't know if he still has power over my thoughts or it is just wrong to do that (he kept me against my will and abused me for three months and the cops came and got me). I don't know what to think. My mind is very clouded. It's hard for me to stay on subject. Am I doing the right thing? Or am I just being hard on myself? I have no clue anymore.