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the pain's too real. it's all i can remember, all i can feel. it's pathetic and messed-up... but it's how it is. it doesn't end, it just numbs sometimes... and that's pathetic too.
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I've been there.
I've wanted to jump off tall buildings. I've looked at windows with screws on them. I've thought about it. I'm still here. And I'm glad I am.
Keep trying to feel better. Jumping is immediate pain and then nothing. That sounds wonderful right now to you... but please believe that you can get better, the pain can end without the nothing of death.