I managed to not cut last night, how I don't know but I didn't.

I am trying to be good, so hard, trying to fly below the radar at the moment, to stay out of their view, and keep out of the house, be a good little girl

just, worn, wearing out, needing rest, I am trying not to sleep all the time, but, it is an escape for now..wrong yes, because I am not gettign anything done, but..it is safe...