((((((((manda))))))))))
I have no words, I am struggling myself right now....

Hope you'll have these instead

Don't pay attention to what is racing thru your mind. Just counter act it by thinking the opposite...which is easier said than done.... I know....

You are beautiful
You are worthwhile
They do love you and they DO mean it!
Do not SH...You reall DO NOT want to!
Your are smart
You deserve the love of your husband.
You deserve to heal
You deserve to be happy
And no one will benefit by not having you around...you are LOVED

Take care of yourself PLEASE