Richard, I did go to the site but it said something about paying after a certain amount of time and when I tried participating in the forums, it said I couldn't post, I could only read. What's that about?

I am working the steps, very slowly... I don't want to work a step I'm not ready for yet, so although I've read through the 10th step, I'm only working on my third step right now. Boy is Step Three an emotional step. *whew* I had to go back to my childhood, which was painful. I needed to talk with people most then, but no one to call who really wanted to listen.

I just have a problem with taking numbers of people who have a family at home. I don't want to wake them up in the middle of the night nor their children. I don't want to call and interrupt family time, you know? It's so hard for me.