i have a written plan also for times when self injury seems obssessive. it is this call my mother sue. she lives in north creek. when i see her she insists i take the train but that is nice............................i smile at all the people and pray with them all i do not mind trains at all...do not know why my mom will not permit me to drive to north creek keeps yelling you will be caught in a snow drift lots and lots of snow here and the forecaster get is wrong in a strange way too. mom back to her she is frail. she is mean sometimes. others well she never liked me but seems to start to she is an accountant very practical minded me nawww not really.