((((((((((((((((MC))))))))))))))))))
I totally understand your fustrations
The last time I told T I wanted to quit he asked "I need to know if you can persevere?". I thought about it for a few minutes and then mumbled a "yes"
Can you persevere MC?
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The patient's job is to repeat in the therapy all the stuff that has been disastrous before. The T's job is to not let it happen, but to point out how it is happening.