Im blank on words. Ive been hurtin for so long. It feels like i cant go any lower then i drop again. There aint no way for me to get out. Ive been isolating real bad. Just cant cope anymore. Dont know i have any fight left. They changed my meds again. I needed it done long before this. But i dont think it will work anyway. There aint no hope for me. Im just too broken.