Hate myself for my everything. I don't remember when I last felt myself happy person. Maybe only first 12 or 13 years of my life. Now every minute I think that I am unhappy loser. Loser loser loser.... in my head. Asking myself why are you living like this?, why are you living like this? What is the point of waking up in the morning, what is the point of sleeping. I wish i was brainless or a slave for something good. Don't want to reach down to the bottom making pple tell this is where loser pple finally reach.
People are growing upwards, I'm sinking and drowning inside. I feel like stuck in mud and I am sinking in it. So loser that even can't even end this all. (