People continuously say I'm normal...I'm not really sure if I am...I'm relaly confused...and I am confused a lot. people say I'm normal but I know, deep down, there is a problem with me. I don't feel like being in social situations, and when i am in social situations...I'm not sure how to act...I don't know what ME...is. I'm 19 by the way. Is this normal. I don't have REAL friends....I'm not exactly sure how real friends are supposed to treat you. I'm not exactly sure how I want to be treated. Does anyone understand what I am saying...right now I'm trying to find a new job and I am nervous as hell. It's just a part-time job...but I have huge anxiety over it...I'm afraid that I am not good enough...or that people will judge me because they will say I am quiet...or too shy...I've never had anyone just want to get to know the real me...I don't even know what that is

help...can someone please understand...and save me from this isolation