((((((earthmama))))))

I don't know if this will help, but I sometimes play a mental game with myself when I'm freaking out about something.

I tell myself that nothing is different than it was a week before, or a day before. The only difference is the knowledge that I took a test and I'm waiting for the results. I am still the same person who is lovable and beautiful and deserves to be happy. I choose to remember the person I was before the test, and remind myself that I will be the same person once the results come in.

Many warm and healing thoughts headed your way.