They're all up and down my legs.

I don't want to take the bandage of the right leg because I remember from last night and it was horrible I don't know if I can handle looking at it

I don't know if I can handle looking at myself after what I did. Not just the scars but I was horrible to my bf that's why I got so upset to cut in first place.

But how do i handle now I dont think I can ever look at myself again. I see my bf in a few days now... I don't know if I can face him, I can't hide the scars under pants...

I'm scared to take the big bandage off But I have to sometime
what do I do