i've been freaking out today, last night i got really upset but since ive been home i have kinda just stayed and not left my room. and i was walking my dogs with my dad today and he mentioned something like im not good talking about my feelings but i know your not happy...like i dont talk to my parents about my feelings or just anythign at all really. i never had that relationship with them. and recently things have not been good with me but i still never talked to them about what's REALLY going on. and he was asking me all these questions, like who do you talk to when your feeling depressed and all this stuff. and it made me feel really awkward i just walked really fast ahead of him and kept saying stopp im finee. i just dont have the nerve to tell them how i really feel. they know ive been using drugs and stuff but not really the reasons behind it all. i just dont know what to do. i couldnt go back to my house after for a little while because ifelt awkward. ahhhhh sorry just had to get that off my chest