I forgot to add that I was in an abusive relationship for 7 years. It ended 3 years ago. While in this relationship, I didn’t have one single manic episode, mixed episode, deep suicidal depression, or cycling. I lived in constant worry and fear—which I think was normal, considering the circumstances. But as soon as I got out, I came down with a very debilitating case of germ phobia(something I never had before)and was diagnosed by my therapist as OCD. I also had a long period where I was exhibiting signs of mania starting shortly after the breakup.
This same therapist, who I saw during and after the abusive relationship, suggested a couple of times that I wasn’t bipolar and that I may not need the Clozaril.
I moved away 3 months ago and so no longer see her. I have a new pdoc and new T now.
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