i can share with both of them, but i don't feel comfortable yet. idk if i ever will. im bad with expressing myself. i just dont even know what i would tell them. it just scares me thinking about it. i just went blank today when my dad was saying all that stuff...i just had nothing to say and pushed him away by yelling at him. he obviously knows that there is somethingwrong by the way i acted when he asked me the questions.......so if he does again maybe ill have the courage toactually say something.
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Originally Posted by Tumnus
It was disturbing to me when my dad first showed he cared about my feelings, too. And I still keep him at arm's length. But I regret not letting my mom into my life earlier. She can be obnoxious but she really does care. Is either one of them safe enough to try sharing a couple things with, just to start?
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