Holy cow! You are brave! You have to press charges on him. I am a guy and I cannot even pretend to know what you went through with all that. All I know is, if I knew this sorry S.O.B. he would have hell to pay. For all he has taken from you, I dont think they could do enough to scum like that. Don't second guess if your doing the right thing, because you are. If you are feeling so down on yourself that you don't feel you deserve justice, think about the next poor girl who might have to go through that ordeal. It will happen again, sick people like that can't stop. Put him away, not only for you own piece of mind, but for anyone else he may assult. I hope you are finding a small amount of solace here on this board. It is full of nice, caring people who will help you through the tough times. Stay strong and know you are making the world a better place by getting this cretin off the streets.