Kit welcome to PC. I'm sorry you didn't get replies in depression. I don't go to that forum. Maybe you could start a thread here in Substance with us? I just recently went through a major depression after loosing my eyesight. I'm seeing a therapist now and its made all the difference. There are just some things that AA couldn't fix. Do you see a therapist?

As far as the meetings, you're right. Everyone there is self centered LOL. I would try sharing and saying you're having a hard time and need people to come talk to you after the meeting. Its hard to put yourself out there, but I've learned that I need to ask for what I need or I won't get it.

Keep coming back and posting ok? We've got a good bunc here.

As far as the original topic of the holidays, I had a wonderful holiday season this year. Spent Christmas in WV with bf's family. Turned thirty on the thirtieth. Used to never think I'd live that long WOOO HOOOO!!!!!! Teeee heeee. Thanks for c hecking in, especially since we found Kit because of your thread.

Hugs,
Rayna