Oh, i forgot - a couple of years ago i had a recurring dream/mare of therapy at t's house (old t) and I couldn't get out! T actually did have sessions at house in this tiny room upstairs. But in the dream, it was a rambling ranch house and each time i tried, it would have more rooms, more halls... a bigger yard, then acres of land. When i finally got to the edge of the property, there were wire fences that were barbed on top. Then a parade of children went past with dogs and wagons, balloons... I finally got out only to find i was trapped in the caregiver's house... or by snow when I finally got to my car. Very strange. I told t and she kept saying, I'm sorry! Then the last one with her (old t) in it, it was a very different house, but as I got further, halls started twisting... a bunch of men went past singing YMCA.... the door wouldn't open... when I finally pried it open, the floor beneath me twisted away leaving a gaping hole and i was hanging on with one hand to the door knob.... trying to mountain climb my way out. What was that all about?!