Thanks everyone!

I know this guy for 2 years....he was my first love and he gave me the worst pain I ever felt....betrayal, disrespect....I feel like I am not worthy enough...
We don't live together...but most of the time we are together....I dont feel good being with him, but being without him is worse...and I dont why....
I know he will not change and that if I stay with him it will only prolongate my suffering....
I will try harder to stay away from him. I will make the list. And I hope that soon I'll be posting here just to say how better I became

Thank you so much