why do you feel 'too much lost"? why do you feel "stupid"? can you elaborate?
sometimes we are just so hard on ourselves. when others do somethiing we don't like we can be so forgiving. can you be kinder to yourself as you are to others?  beating yourself down further will not take you to a comfortable place. can you make an effort to be kinder to yourself, prue? 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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