Stuff keeps happening. Keeps making things worse.
I have a lot of trouble opening up to anyone at all. I can't speak my troubles, I can't write them down. This morning I managed to write a tiny bit though. I couldn't get on PC this morning, but what I wrote, I wrote to a friend on here. It was so difficult and it was so painful to see it written down on paper. I didn't write much before I had to stop.
My head is such a mess, so overwhelmed. Just wish we could have a break from it once in a while.