oh prue sweetheart (((((((((prue))))))))) we do have each other... and one day we're not going to feel the pain we're feeling anymore.
((((((Marci))))) Thank you so much for your prayers.
I have filled parts in, but I still have quite a bit to fill out (the parts about members of my family, describing nightmares and past relationships are all in the list of parts I need to do).
I can't cope
I REALLY don't want to, but if things don't look up a little bit soon I think I might have to admit myself and that scares me so much. It's the start of the new school term this Tuesday, so I can go back to the school this next week. I got a place on the Teaching Assistant course, that starts in February. I want to do all that... I hope so much that going back to the school occupies me enough for me to stay out of hospital.

I keep thinking about what I've written too.. I don't know whether to type t up on here or to just leave it.