If I remember right, you posted earlier that you ca't do meetings? Have you searched for AA in your area? On the website there's probably a hotline number. We have a hotline here in Tucson and I used to work it. Callers would call in and say they needed to talk to somone and I would be a sort of dispatcher. I would call people on my list and when I reached someone, I'd ask themt to call the caller. Women would call women, men to men. That might be something you could do....it would be like talking to us, but actually a woman on the phone. Maybe she'd meet you for coffee.