LOL...Yeah right, Like I'm going to actually talk to someone on the phone when it took me a year to get the nerve to actually type something here...Sorry 'bout that. It just struck me funny when I read it. But it is a thought. I hadn't heard of that one. And I am also sorry but I just can't do meetings. Any meeting I can get to would likely have my eldest brother or a friend in attendence. I know, I know...that doesn't matter, but it does! I am well known and it doesn't matter to me but my family would be affected greatly if any of this became public knowledge. Even now, I am hesitent of each word I type That someone might stumble across it in my computer. My computer does sit in the kitchen and hubby can run it enough to keep in touch with the kids but he has a knack of stumbleing on things...which wouldn't really matter I guess. He would say I got guts....But when my kids come home, they use this and they are wayyyy better at this stuff than I. If my daughter found this, she would dissown me. She said she would. My daughters don't do any drugs or drink very much but they know I smoke pot for pain. One is a social worker and she told me once that if her Dad and I ever got into that stuff, that she would never speak to us again. That scares me the most. So I think that for now, I'll just see what comes out of talking to you guys if you can stand me.