i know that sometimes the holidays create a build up of expectations-some good and some not so good, particularly if family is involved. i think you're experiencing some of the "boomerang effect", i call it, of all that being over. anyway i'm sure that once you get back to work things will fall into their regular pace and perhaps you'll better right away. i hope so. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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