I don't know if it is me, or if it is just a guy thing, so any help from a guy's point of view would be helpful. My boyfriend of almost 3 years is totally addicted to porn! If your girlfriend was in bed would'nt most guys want the real thing over some stupid computer screen! I just don't get it! I am 5'6'' 130lbs red hair blue eyes God damn I could be a porn star! WHY DOES HE CHOOSE THEM OVER ME????? It is the most insulting and DEGRADING feeling to me. I put up a really great front on being little miss happy sunshine but I am compleatly dying inside. I don't want to sound conceided (cause trust me all my self-esteem has gone down the drain) but i am not some wreched looking girl who does nothing but sit around all day I do everything for him that I can to keep him happy. Please someone out there answer me WHY!!.........