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Originally Posted by deliquesce
oh sweety - i forgot to give you a hug  .
i just read over my post and it sounds so harsh and bossy  . i just wanna look out for you and make sure he doesn't take advantage of you, yknow? maybe... a better idea would be...
get your money back (first) and then afterwards, see if he is still interested in an explanation? if he really does care, he will want to hear it. if he is just being a jerk, then at least you got your money back.

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aww thanks

thats ok. i think i needed it. i keep getting mushy advice from friends to tell him how i feel. its not working. i think im hurt more because he was my first. i dont know why he bothered with me. i dont want to go back there at all....i mean im even kind of seeing someone else lol
yea wanted to explain, mainly coz i have found out that i have actually been pretty sick for the past 2 months... ive only just found out why but been feeling really crap for ages. plus other stuff too lol.
i think he is a jerk right now. i dont know what i saw in him. he's damaged my trust in people a bit