Oh, my, AG. You're sending mixed messages. Seems to me you really don't want to be ignored because you posted on a message board? By now you know people care about you. How exactly are we supposed to ignore you when you're having a bad time of it?? If all you really wanted was to express yourself, you could have done it in a private journal. You keep responding to this thread and insisting we leave you alone. What do you REALLY want? Really, truly! Think about it...