sounds like you have a caring dad. is there any reason you are so afraid to tell him you're depressed or something? in you other post i believe you mentioned you were doing some dope. your behavior could have caused him to notice. are you afraid of his knowing this or are you afraid of talking about your moods?
it would help if you could be specific about why you are "freaking out" if you know why. i'm not sure what is going on with you. i hope you can get some help...let us know. we care about you. 
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