Hi
I'm new here today, but really feel for you. Ask your pc doc for samples and also to fill out the paper work for free Rx drugs. It is a process that takes time. It is based on your income mostly. But if pc doc won't do it, find one that will. Be you own best advocate. I know that is hard when no money is coming in or not enough money and depression are involved.
I've been on antidepression meds for about 10 years and went off to see what "normal" felt like in Feb. It was a bad thing for me with relapse! I'm not sure I am back to a "normal" for me yet on the new med (Pexeva) but I won't go off again because I know that no medication for me really sucks!
Let us know how you are doing. Take care of yourself