What we are currently working on in T is making things worse for me at the moment. I am praying this is a temporary thing. I am blaming the stressball I turn into the day before T on that.

The doctor who prescribes my meds (Primary care dr) asked me a bunch of questions at my appointment today. "Are you functioning OK at work?" "Are things going well with your husband?" ...all of which I could say "yes" to. Had she asked, "Do you feel like you are going to crawl out of your skin out of sheer disappointment in yourself at random times during the day?" I would have had to say yes as well. But then I think if she had asked that she wouldn't have then suggested to me I am doing so well maybe we could consider weaning me off my meds starting in the spring "if I felt like that was a good idea." I almost laughed out loud. She is obviously not a fly on the wall at my T appointments.

"Are you still seeing the therapist?" she asked. When I told her I was, she said maybe I could discuss it with him.

Something tells me he won't be suggesting spring.