When you write this, was your doctor wanting to discuss weaning you off medication with your T or was she suggesting YOU talk with your T about d/c the medication?

I think we often do a good job of appearing "fine" on the outside. During my recent trip to the hospital for surgery, I think on the outside I appeared quiet and calm. However the HR and BP monitor told a different story. I was really glad when the anesthesiologist noticed it while we were alone and I was able to squeak out that I was stressed. It's hard sometimes to get doctors to understand what is really going on without totally losing it in front of them.