I feel terrrible.
I couldn't get to sleep for hours and I've just woke up from the worst nightmare I could of had loads of memories, triggers... just *&%@
It' 5 am now (or when I woke up) I haven't slept much, 2 hours max? I'm starting back at school today... I can't not go, but I'm gonna bea wreck when I come home. I feel sick, the dreams still fresh, my heads got that pins and needles feeling again.....


just.....






oh...I see my doctor today after I've been yo the school