hello. i've been raped by my father and 3 years ago during a date. i know what it feels like to violated and my emotions to be discarded.

healing is a process. two steps forward, one step back. here is a number you should write down 1-800-656-HOPE for when you feel really panicky. it's a US national hotline for rape and other trauma victims. they can help refer you to someone that specializes in trauma. they may even help you find a Christian counselor if you ask. you shouldn't have to suffer alone. ((((Huggs)))

<font color=purple> Man can will nothing unless he has first understood that he must count no one but himself; that he is alone, abandoned on earth in the midst of his infinite responsibilities, without help, with no other aim than the one he sets himself, with no other destiny than the one he forges for himself on this earth. Jean-Paul Sartre </font color=purple>