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Old Jan 06, 2009, 03:49 AM
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pexeva13,

i have not tried abilify. i take nortyptaline and cymbalta. the cymbalta has been the first drug for depression that ever worked for me and it has helped with the pain problems as well, which was great, BUT

i feel a lot like what you wrote. i can't find much interest or energy for doing daily life. i don't want to die, which is a distinct improvement...but i do not want to do anything around the house and i feel like a great big ZERO!!!!! all i actually want to do is be on the computer and it is to make connections with people and entertain my brain and i feel my spouse probably resents me for doing nothing while he works very hard at his jobs - although he is a bit of a workaholic so it is his escape too!

sorry i can't help you...i wish desperately i could find some "want to" in my life. i wish it were not so hard to get up and do such simple things. i feel so negative about myself right now. i hate myself. sorry for sharing this but it is true. i am beginning to think of talking to my doc who prescribed this for me, but i am hesitant to mess with it because it has worked some. i hope you find some answers for you!!!

leslie and the pixies
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