Thank you both for responding. I start therapy Thursday but it seems a long time to wait when you cut everyday, multiple times. I've spent 16 days out of the last month in the hosital but they don't seem to really address it there. I'm bipolar with borderline peronality disorder. I know my husband is fed up, and although I can talk to him, he doesn't understand why I do it and gets pised when he sees it, which makes me want to cut more. It feels ike it will never end, I;ll never be "normal" and like time is running out for me quickly. I'm weary. I won't get graphic as to how I feel when I cut, don;t want to trigger anybody. Thanks