i am still trying to be ok on a daily basis,it seems time just goes by and im in a time warp,i know i exist,but im inside of myself and cant get out to be the person i want to be,and in some strange way i dont even know who i am or who i want to be.i am only who i am, but it seems i cant find who i am,its so strange.actually it feels like my brain and mind arent connected to the body it controls,i cant explain,thats all that comes to me to try.does anyone kind of get this?i need some kind of relateing please.i need peace of mind.if only i could get there and be there.im lost in a world inside my own being. i feel like a complete waste of space.