Oh K-, I'm so sorry. While I was in Florida my internet was horrible, so I did miss the post. I am so sorry for what you are going through. It's all so much. I'm glad Connor did apologize! Of course you don't want sex often--you were just raped! Your friend was just murdered! You just found out! Don't you take on the guilt over not wanting sex. Charlene sure sounds like a user! Says horrible things about you, apologizes and then wants "boy" help?!? Puh-lease!! Your main focus still needs to be on YOU. Taking care of you, doing only the things that will benefit and heal you. No one elses concerns or worry's or troubles are important right now--only yours.