Well I guess it's good evening now, sorry for the delay in my reply. I won't lie to you and tell you I'm ok cuz I'm not. I feel raw and vulnerable. I still question who I am because now I don't know. I obviously come across totally different than the person I thought I was. I don't know how to communicate any more either, I guess I never did. I'm not putting you down, I hope you don't see it that way. I'm glad that we were able to communicate our feelings and that you stayed with me until we forgave each other, leaving our friendship intact and solid. That means the world to me. As I said before, you have the patience of Job and for that I thank you. This is exactly the kind of encounter that would've ended other relationships in my past, they would've all jumped ship, you didn't. I'm very glad of that. It seems very few people these days want to communicate and resolve their problems. It's easier to bottle them up or to discard the person because they're not 'easy'. I'm glad you are above that. Thanks Tgr. Yes, even though I'm still hurt, we can move on. I also want to apologize to you because I'm sure my reactions last night must've hurt you just the same. I'm sorry! Please forgive me. I too, never meant to hurt you. I'm sorry I have.

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