I know exactly what you mean. I too went thru the same thing many moons ago. I put applications in everywhere then finally went to a temp agency, they found multiple jobs for me close to home. I would also do odd jobs like mow or rake lawns for money. I finally landed a permanent job and it took off from there. I found an apartment across the street from where i worked so i no longer needed everyone else to get me from here to there. It will work out, you will find a way! good luck