I'm around, Jill........answering posts and stuff. Ty for worrying about me, you are sweet.

Been very stressed the last few days, hence my poem about Knives in CC..........[sigh]. I go to the hospital for tests on Tues. from here and then home. I see my T on Wed. and am seriously upset with him. Then Thurs. I come back up here to work by 2pm.

Job wise I've been told I'm doing an excellent job....I should be glad about that but it really doesn't matter that much. I like the job, my back doesn't......lol.

Every where I look lately I see darkness - my husband has reverted to type (he was out of cigs and I had money to pay a bill and he got mad because I wouldn't use it to buy him cigs..) and it made me realize what a complete ***** he is......poor Alex was miserable and called me. I'm just tired.

See what happens when you ask? lol. sorry.