I HATE MY PARENTS!!!!!
they invaded my personal privacy...found my journal (supposedly they were looking for my car keys when there is always an extra set of keys downstairs) and stumbled upon it...and READ IT!! wtf that is so not fair. and they found cigarettes and adderall and freaked out. how can they do this to me though, they read everything..they know everything now. that is so not right. everything i wanted to hide from them is now gone...out in the open.

i dont think ill ever be able to forgive them, ever trust them ever again. i feel uncomfortable and weird around them now with them knowing all my secrets. i was going to get help and i didnt mind if they knew that...but the fact that they knowwwwww i cut, know i am so unhappy and do drugs.....just kills me GRR

sorry just ranting, but

don't know if i can last 5 more days at home. wanna runaway. wanna go back toschool NOW NOWNOWNOW