I have never shared my feelings with anyone before except my sister, shes the only one that has known about my depression. I have only one friend at a level were we actually talk about personal stuff. I finally told her about my depression and the hard time i have been going thru. of course she didnt understand-she just yelled at me and told me to get over it! she said alot of hurtful things to me and im not sure how to take this. I feel even more alone now, i wish i wouldnt have told her, i feel like i have lost my only friend. all i wanted was an ear...not help...just be able to express myself as she has done with me through out the years, i have always been there for her thru her troublesome times, was i wrong to think she would be there for me?
I am sinking further into a dark place, i dont know what to do. I told myself not to keep these feelings bottled up anymore,it would just make things worse, but now i feel i should have kept them to myself.