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Old Jan 06, 2009, 10:59 PM
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Originally Posted by deliquesce View Post
just reading over some posts in the psychotherapy forum... and something triggered this recollection...

when i finally opened up and told pdoc, he said he was grateful that i had told him, because he was scared that what had happened was much, much worse.

i know he didnt mean it like that, but, i feel like i have disappointed him somehow. that... i'm just a wuss and that my depression/ptsd isn't warranted because what i went through wasn't "enough".

i have memories... but i think they might be wrong. i haven't told pdoc about these, because i dont want to lie.

anyway. just having a mope. i'm in a mopey mood these days .
You're not a wuss, your feelings and your pain are valid. If what you went through wasn't "enough," then you wouldn't be in pain. Your pdoc cares about you. I know he didn't mean it like that. Maybe you should tell him how you feel about what he said? Sometimes having people explain what they mean can relieve a lot of worry.
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