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Originally Posted by silverallie
I can't even describe how lonely I am. It's so overwhelming, I can't believe that it doesn't swallow me up some days.
The thing I want, even more than my career, is to get married, to find the man who is my best friend and to have him join me on the journey.
I don't know... this is a long post. I'm sure no one will read it. But I feel like hell, and I am just frozen with hurt, and I need to get this out. I am too busy to sit here and wallow in it; I have homework and things to get done, and yet, here I sit, crying, wishing I could just go out and blow off my homework with a friend. But... there isn't anyone. Just me.
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I read and I care. I totally relate to friends moving on because of being in different stages in life (babies and such). I wanted to let you know that marriage doesn't cure loneliness. I know really good marriages can offer really great companionship but they don't make everything better. In some cases--mine being one of them--marriage can make feelings of loneliness worse. There are some days I would kill to be single...really.
