Hi Susana Mariah, and all the other pixie peoples
You are right that it is dangerous to need things from bad people. It is really, really hard when you are a kid, and have normal human needs, and the only people around you are bad and do hurting things. When you're a kid and things are like that, it is certainly better to pretend that you have no needs at all.
But, we are all human, and all humans have needs, and sometimes - just sometimes - when we grow up and get to a different place in our lives with different people around us, it is okay to begin to learn how to trust and need things with safe people. It is a hard thing to learn though. But it is ok.
I guess I just want to say... it's okay to need things here. It's ok to say you need support when things are really hard. Just as you pixie people are here for others who struggle with having needs, others want to be here for you too. And it's ok. You guys are doing a good job of learning to reach out and trust that.
Take care o' you, Susana mariah.