I'm in the middle of a major depressive episode that hit after spinal cord surgery. I'm on wellbutrin which I understand is a stimulant. My pdoc said he wanted me to be on it because I'm having motivation problems and a foggy brain which are effecting my business. I recently found out my blood pressure was quite high even though I was on meds and even after doubling the meds. I've become so confused I got lost coming home last week from a place I've been going to for 8 years. I've doubled booked appointments and forgotten to show up. About 80% of what I type I have to backspace over to fix. I either hit the wrong keys, the right keys but the wrong order or type a word but not the word I want. It's a real word but not even close to what I'm thinking. I can't come up with words/names and generally feel like I'm a week behind the rest of the world. Two days before Christmas I thought I still had another week. I've been sent back to my neurologist to rule out a small stroke but was told it's most likely just the depression. I've ruled out ECT because of the memory loss. I have no idea what to do next. Is confusion this bad with major depression??? Really, this bad?