THANKS so much every one. Its been a rough night last night. I did do emdr on this yesterday and all I felt like saying is I want my mom and I cried and cried and I never cry or hardly ever cry that hard in therapy. Last night it was gut renching painful/ Today though I am good better and ok. I am so sorry that you all know what I am talking about. The thing about the cartoon rape that isnt even close to being funny. Who the heck would think that was? Thats yucky. There is nothing funny about something that violates a womans or child own body and then haunts her for years and years and years that is not fair. UGGG. tell you what I went to the store and this lasy lost her club card and said oh man this has been the worst day ever I have lost so many things keys phones and I just looked at her and i know my I looked funny because I had been crying and I had just fallen of the porch and I was is so much pain emotional pain from the rape and it was so deep and yucky and here she was in her high heals and I felt like yelling at her. Thats so sad of me to feel like.