minime,
I know just how you feel. Whenever I see anything on TV or in books about rape, I always break down into uncontrollable tears and sobs. The pain is always there, just waiting for the trigger toe pulled. But I can't turn away . It's like I feel I have to bear witness at least and maybe I can make up for the fact that there was noone and nowhere togo to when it happened to me.
I'm sorry you're feeling sad. But I find that if I cannot bring myself to speak about it, writing it does a world of good. So far, I have not found the T that i can completely speak to about this. I am blessed to have oe person in my life who I can speak with about it. It seems that the years that have passed since the event/events? have thickened the walls.
all the best,minime